It was to witness your weakness…
The disappointment was that you trusted people you shouldn’t have even trusted to take out your trash, over my guidance and my wisdom. Now, your life is simply a reflection of theirs.
I believed you to be much better and much stronger. Many times, I looked you in your eyes to tell you the potential of who I seen through my set of eyes. I recognized your soul, knowing that the most important parts needed healing.
Listen closely…
Being that you chose your path, you’ll have to remain there. You failed the test of Integrity. You failed the test of loyalty. You failed the test of reciprocity. You failed the test of love.
You failed the test of God.
You fell from grace.
Where you left me is where your life shall remain (with hard work). You’ll feel as if you are working much harder just to maintain what you selfishly kept from me. So, people around you actually convinced you that I was after your possessions? They obviously didn’t deem you worthy of my love, if that was the case.
I was after your heart. I was trying to help you save your soul. I was willing to help you fight your demons and heal your childhood wounds.
Your mistreatment showed me who I was- So hated and targeted just because of the love and light that I carry. Theives don’t rob empty houses. I’ve learned to keep things much closer to my chest.
For that, thank you.
Best wishes,
-Alex
