Eventually, you will find out the answers to all of the questions you once had. If no one else gives you the truth, you can trust that GOD will.

These emails from 15 months ago, when Eli was exactly 5 months old was after the start of the 2nd chance. We had just went out of town with our baby to visit my cousins in FL, so nothing was technically wrong (to my knowledge) besides the fact that I was still broken into pieces from the previous time he tore me apart. It’s clear in the text.

What we can’t see is that he was STILL married and NOT getting a divorce as he claimed. I now realize why he wanted to leave his truck parked at his job while he hopped in the car with me to go be fake to my family out of town.

You have to be real heartless to know you are doing the very same thing you JUST did to hurt a person all over again.

I’m not bothered anymore. After over 4 weeks with zero contact with our son, My child doesn’t seem to think of him or miss him. He seemed to have pulled the plug on their relationship in hopes to save his marriage and convince his family that we never mattered. The child in my womb doesn’t know his voice and I’m hopes that she never has to deal with his disappointments.

All’s well that ends well.

Until Next Time,

-Alex